Saturday, May 7, 2016
Sunday, May 1, 2016
Trying to ge rid of this cancer in my head,
this thing that's been stuck for so many years and that I have repressed so much,
I am trying to see if maaybe writing i can kill that demon in my head,
and that demon is no longer real, I mean, it has a name and last name but it haas transformed and it's not the same person anymore, I mean, I have seen this person and It's absolutely not the same,
so why am I so obsessed with a memory? why have I just let time and people go by and not been ready to emotionally engage into any reltionship, or even worse not even any physycal contact with anyone, I have become so antilove and it shows so much, I am cold and bitter, but at the end all I waant is to have fun and that's all that I live for now and i'm doomed because of it. BUt I know that there has to be a way to stop it, all I want is to be happy, have someone to share with and have fun, Easy
this thing that's been stuck for so many years and that I have repressed so much,
I am trying to see if maaybe writing i can kill that demon in my head,
and that demon is no longer real, I mean, it has a name and last name but it haas transformed and it's not the same person anymore, I mean, I have seen this person and It's absolutely not the same,
so why am I so obsessed with a memory? why have I just let time and people go by and not been ready to emotionally engage into any reltionship, or even worse not even any physycal contact with anyone, I have become so antilove and it shows so much, I am cold and bitter, but at the end all I waant is to have fun and that's all that I live for now and i'm doomed because of it. BUt I know that there has to be a way to stop it, all I want is to be happy, have someone to share with and have fun, Easy
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